Set your reason free.

x_cynthia_x @ 2006-04-12T13:31:00

2006-04-12T19:32:23Z

Crazy stuff has been happening recently--I wonder if it's even worth updating this journal anymore for fear of having to explain things from way back last April.

My Brother is going to move in with his 30 year old floozy this month. Right after they approached me with a proposition to come move in with them in another city, because apparantly I am not getting "love and support" that I so desperately need. And I'm going to get this from an insane woman who is sleeping with my barely legal brother? Bull. :P

So, naturally, I turned them down, and now Julia (The cougar) is now refusing to meet with my family and confront them about the relationship. Her excuse remains the same and she's said that she "does not want to get involved with family matters." OF COURSE you're going to get involved with my family if you're engaged to my brother, you wacko. (This totally wasn't as funny when it was going on as it is now.)

So that means that if my brother leaves, my house will be left -empty- for nine months. I'm 17, and can only move out on my own when I'm 18. We have a dillemma here! (Insert gameshow music here.) I went ballistic when my brother called and ended up screaming (literally) at him over the phone. Thus, I called my uncle and he called my brother and that was a rather tense time.

HOWEVER....

My uncle came by yesterday afternoon to get me to sign my income tax papers, which means I get a whole freaking 8 dollars!! (But my investments got me $5800.00+ so I'm pretty happy about that.) Plus, I get my prosperity check soon. (Every person in my province -man, woman, child..etc- received a 400.00 check because the gas prices skyrocketed a while ago. I don't know how this effects me, but free money is really cool.) He also told me that he is going to put up my house for rent until I'm 18 and then Bronwen, David and I have a home in the future! (I don't need to give it up thanks to my brother.)

So everything is good again and we have a home, but I still hate my brother. :)

x_cynthia_x @ 2004-08-14T03:45:00

2004-08-14T09:46:32Z

Oi...

In 5 hours, I will be going to the lake for a week..

in 14 hours, I will be at the lake for a week..

in some random number of minutes, I will have to say goodbye to Kriss again.

This sucks

*drowns self*

See you all in a week.

x_cynthia_x @ 2004-07-12T02:35:00

2004-07-12T08:47:26Z

Discovery= Mormon cowtown I live in sells J-rock now. Awesome.

I went to A&B Sound with Mel a couple of days ago and was quite surprised to find that L'Arc~en~Ciel's 'SMILE' album sitting beside an Asian Monk CD. I bought it simply out of shock, and I can't say I don't like it. : )

I'm not a big Laruku fan.. but I found this album to be quite nice for only $13.00 CAD. Fun stuff!

I'm quite worried about Jordan's friendship with Bronz and I.. but I will not go in to that at the moment.

My legs hurt 'cause I've been doing "Dance Dance Revolution" for hours today.. It's a great game with crappy music.. =D

Roleplaying with Kriss was so much fun yesterday.. Ultimately the weirdest pairing EVER.. We need some help. I'm sure she feels the same. =D

Big joy is in our hearts.

AND -- I drew a picture. It rocks my socks.

Hohoho-- This is the proof of my sanity. Bask in its glory.

x_cynthia_x @ 2004-05-17T16:42:00

2004-05-17T22:50:08Z

Hehehhee.. I was passing notes with Caitlin in math.. and I got bored.. so yeah..

Poor Gackt!! Baaad Mana!

x_cynthia_x @ 2004-04-29T16:18:00

2004-04-29T22:29:27Z

Hmm..

Tommorow we shall be getting those pictures back.. I hope I don't look too scary... I'm not exactly the prettiest little thing. >_<

Anyways.. today has been long..

Joseph is stalking me, (He's so scary!) and Allen wants me to pay more attention to him. People are so demanding.

I started working on that picture we're using for Line's fic. It's kind of nice actually, I rather like it. Just wait till I ruin it. *lol*

I got my test marks back in Science, Socials, and Math. 80%, 81% and another 80%. I'm rather happy about that..

Crappy entry, ne?

Bronz.. I'm calling you tonight about the plans with Jordan.

and.. WEEEEEE!

What I like to do with 40 minutes and a computer

2004-04-27T21:20:53Z

Hey guess what!!

I drew something that will *totally* clash with every single layout on here!

Ha!

<-- It's so ugly!!

Yay for oekaki boards.

Hahahah! I'm going to go drink a lot of caffeine right now.

Byebye!

x_cynthia_x @ 2004-04-25T09:25:00

2004-04-25T15:30:50Z

I want to cry..

(I'm typing one handed right now, so excuse the typos.. my nail polish is drying.)

How can seeing someone you care for so much, hurt you so badly in the end?

Jon, when did we allow feelings to get in the way of friendship?

I miss you..

My first layout.

2004-04-24T19:03:00Z

I just did a layout. Cool.

What do you think? I know it's bad, but I just was clicking around and playing with it. Whee.

x_cynthia_x @ 2004-04-04T13:33:00

2004-04-04T20:35:35Z

XD Line-sama probably won't be too happy about this:

Your Jrock Fic by esneka
Name
Seme	Kyo (Dir en Grey)
Uke	Hyde
Place where it happens	In a remote galaxy
Plot	OMGackt!! Mana and Kyo are Brothers!!
Happy end?	Yes, they create the greatest band ever!!

Created with quill18's MemeGen 3.0!

I'll post more later, for now I'm going to draw. Who knows, maybe I'll even finish it. =D

x_cynthia_x @ 2004-03-22T15:44:00

2004-03-22T22:48:20Z

I'm trying this again, once more. Can anyone give me advice on this?

Since Yahoo! is being a bitch, I'm just going to give the links:

Gackt: http://f2.pg.photos.yahoo.com/ph/x_xcynthiax_x/detail?.dir=/6ad1&.dnm=2985.jpg

Gothic/Sweet Lolita: http://f2.pg.photos.yahoo.com/ph/x_xcynthiax_x/detail?.dir=/6ad1&.dnm=2a98.jpg

I need help on Gackt's hair. In the picture (this is only a small part of it) him and Mana will be lying in bed together ^o^ <3 Does the face even remotely look like him?

Sankyuuu~

Finally a Good Day!

2004-03-14T21:41:21Z

Wow! I didn't think I knew THAT much about Malice Mizer, but I guess I do! (and I only guessed on like.. 2 of the ones about Gaz..) Thanks for the Quiz, Mistoline! (aka, thanks for posting it so I could steal it! XP)

You're a freak! & that's good! You know the Malice
Mizer tree better than you own mother! If
you're going to know 1 thing in your life, know
it good!

How well do YOU know Malice Mizer? (most difficult test EVER)
brought to you by Quizilla

Yay!

I went out for Lunch today with Sandy and Fay, I only ate half my burger before I felt full, so I had them put it in a doggy bag. I don't think the chicken was cooked right, because now I'm throwing up... Gross!

Mistoline, I'm basically done the picture, I'm just going to add in a really quick background, and then photoshop a titch of it. I put a lot more detail into Mana's face then I wanted to, but then again, the picture turned into one of Just him so.. yeaaah.. staring as Gackt walked away from him, with tear-stained cheeks.

I think it's nice.. kinda..

x_cynthia_x @ 2004-03-11T16:01:00

2004-03-11T23:05:43Z

I'm really scared, I broke up with Justin today and it went kind of bad. I told him that I wanted to stay friends, but now he's following me everywhere. He's eating with my friends and I at lunch, (where Jordan and I have been talking about Mana and Gackt, (^_^) which Justin doesn't understand in the least..) Walking me home to my door, trying to get me to go to the movies with him. (As FRIENDS he says..) It's really bothering me..

In 3rd period, Jon and his friends came around and started bothering us (Karly, Caitlin, Cait, and I) about being the "class rejects" and "freaks" again. I told him to shut up about it. That's another thing I'm worried about. He threatened to 'kick the shit out of me' If I ever talked to him like that again. I don't see why HE can lip us off and then the second we talk back to him, he feels that he can threaten us.

I get myself into bad situations at school.